Been long since I last came to update. I was mostly on twitter and me2day most of the time.
Sorry blog for neglecting you for so long (T T)
Next week will be the last week of school, I guess.
FYP going to come to an end, but I still have vacation modules to take.
F the school and the missing credits.
A lot have been on my mind these few days.
I have really been thinking a lot, be it positives or negatives.
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I seem to be like a dead corpse this week
Cameral Macchiato, Hot Chocolate and
Red Bull becomes my best friends
My block is currently under Upgrading Renovation,
this includes my house as well.
Noises is not excluded, sand dust as well.
Everywhere is so sandy and dusty.
No matter how you wipe it, it's still there,
which make me and my parents go crazy.
Both toilet under renovation, and I have no choice,
but to go down and use the temporary toilets.
10days of renovation is crazy.
My level have four units.
My house start first on tuesday,
and my next door neighbor starts the next day.
After which is the third unit starts on friday,
follow by the last unit which start today, saturday.
So the noises from my level won't stop until 2weeks later.
Even after 2weeks, other level units still doing.
So to be exact,
I have to endure the whole renovation until late november.
How great can this be, seriously.
All these sandy dust is making me sick and my eyes super dried.
Upgrading is good, but it does bring a lot of troubles and problems.
Everyday 8AM to 8PM except for Sunday.
And I have to wake up 7am to get ready.
And out of my house with school stuffs by 8AM
Lucky for me is this week I have replacement class,
and I have to reach school by 9AM.
But next week? No more replacement class,
so I have to rot somewhere before going to school,
especially for tuesday when my class starts at 4PM,
I still have to wake up at 7AM (~.~) super sians~
Stop here for now.
It's a long post after all.
chaos~ (",)
I was browsing thru old articles of allkpop,
I came across the below article.
Click in on the title below, and it will link to the page.
1TYM.. I can say this is legend.
I can remember it was uncle, who
first introduced this group and songs to us.
He often used this songs during his classes, that's memories..
When I first heard this group, I was like who are they?
1TIME? ONE TIME? but end up is 1TYM.
Because I remember joanna have a hard time finding for the name.
I still listen to their songs on random mood.
It's true that 1TYM is one of the group that inspired me to dance more,
other than dbsk, as in korean group, at that point of time.
damn... memories flow in as I type. and I hate it.
Se7en asks Song Baek Kyoung not to quit the entertainment industry
Finally it's now break..
But this isn't even a break I guess.
We have to start thinking and doing research,
for our final assignment which submission is on the week13.
Now is already week9, week10= 1 week "break"
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I love this whole week! Because is test week, which means school finish early! (^^)
These two days, I finish the test like within 15mins,
then submit the paper and leave class already,
and the test duration is like 1hours. LOL
Anyway, is just mcq questions,
either 15questions, if not 30questions.
And somemore, it's all the basic things we learn in class.
Next week is our preious tutorial week,
which is equal to one week holiday `(^-^)/
Happy happy. Can rest a bit bit.
But I still need to go back school for editing.
So not really holiday, but at least,
I can go school whatever time I want.
I don't like this month. September is not a month for me.
I am not looking forward to it at all.
Things happened back home,
but I just don't understand,
all of so many people, why us?
This is making me tired, seriously.
But I am looking forward to October!
Because of Kpop Night Concert! LOL
Why can't studio just link with this concert
instead of Jay Park fans meet? Like seriously,
this event is bigger, and more cool
Okay, to be frank, I don't like Jay Park.
But whatever, I can go this concert I happy already (^^)
That's all for today. Quite a long update.
Tomorrow 9am test, then off to work 11am-5pm.
Damn sians.. chao~ (^^,)
Okay, I am just being random here.
But I saw this while online shopping at gmarket.
At that moment I saw this,
I was just nice lis tening to the song,
and next I started laughing!
What a nice timing~
This is funny!!~
Okay, 我的笑點很低. I know (._.)
Finally time for some update before I goes to sleep.
This week is super hectic week for me, especially the submission of assignment on thrusday and friday.
thurs one, I don't want to talk, because I can complain lots about it. I guess not just me,
is my whole class. I think only a few of my classmates finishes the whole assignments, while the rest,
as usual, just anyhow finish the work and hand up. At least, we hand up some thing better than none.
I like after effect, but rushing for submission deadline is a headache.
I faced my lappy until my eyes become dry, and not enough sleep, lead to sore eyes.
How great can this be, not forgetting fever also. If I buy toto or 4D, i don't think I will be this lucky =='''
I was thinking if I should go back to that company or not?
I feel like freelancing in other production company also lehs..
Just got a call this evening, asking when is my holiday,
And I am very sure, I will be damn busy, staying in the office until late night,
somemore, this time round isn't just normal drama series, i mean teenage type, but is...
paiseh, cannot say out, or I will die. I still don't want to get sue at this young age.
kpop concert 2010 is coming~ And yes, I am going, to distress!
two more weeks to my 1 week break, next week is test week,
after tutorial week, we are going to be even more busy.
times sure fly pass fast, fyp is so near yet so far. planning start already,
and I am having headache. script draft 1 is done, doing draft 2.
let's see how many draft I will have before I reach my final script.
stop here for today, I seriously need to sleep~
tomorrow wake up early to meet yn to queue up for tickets,
then off to work until 5pm~
must remember to charge my iphone, so I won't be bored while queuing up =X
eat my medicine and off to bed. my bed is calling for me,
since I only slept less than 5 hours for these two days.
881 (^^)
time for some update.
don't ask me why, I just don't feel like update.
but if you know my twitter or sina-weibo,
add me as friend, and you will know what I am going thru almost everyday.
yes. I complained all my stuffs there and posting random stuffs as well.
A short write up and a simply photos talks alot.
this is the 6weeks after school started.
time passes fast, that I almost lost track,
it's gonna be tutorial week soon on week9,
and that's our one week break, I hope so.
been slacking quite alot,
don't have the motivation to do my work.
and I just feel very tired.
dance haven't been good as well
don't know what happen.
lots of things in my mind, just thinking make me tired.
I am easily tired nowsday.
I just don't know why.
time to do my draft script.
but I am lazy~
my twitter is now being flooded by GazattE-AOI and AliceNine- Hiroto
it used to be heechul and boa flooding, now is them ==''
how great this is..
I think I can say that I finally end my intern.
I can't believe that I actually survived thru this two and a half month there.
But I actually learn alot there, although kena scolding most of the time =='''
Anyway, I still have to go back on monday with huixian,
just to go with them to view the venue of the RW event hall.
I got no idea why we are needed to be there. Oh well, nothing to say.
Before I end, watch this video below. Saw this from my colleague's fb wall.
If I am to meet a client like that, I will kill the client for sure.
Production House and Client Relationship
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[] You have ran into a glass/screen door
[x ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have run into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blond.
TOTAL: 3
[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
TOTAL: 9
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[] You have caught yourself drooling.
TOTAL: 10
[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just can't stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'
TOTAL: 14
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. e.g. picks, cards, pens, phones, money, keys etc.
TOTAL: 17
[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
TOTAL: 24
Take your total,
Multiply by 4,
25x4= 100%
Put the title as : I'm __% mentally unstable.
I am not sure if I am able to survive through
This is too stressful
The first time I feeling really tired
It's really too much to handle
I have been trying all ways to think as positive as I can
but this is the first time it didn't seem to work
It like worst than isp
I don't know who to turn to
I don't know to to say out
I don't know what to do
I don't know how to smile
The smile I have lost
I don't know when will it be found again
The first time I am lost
多希望你在...
Oh great! I am prepare to die tomorrow.
I am going to kena serious scolding.
I am greatly announce dead now!
Bye~
I am freaking going to sleep at 11pm tonight.
If not I will be zombie tomorrow morning.
630am need to reach office! That's seriously a killer.
So far today didn't kena anything.
But I hope tomorrow will be fine as well.
Stop here for now.
BATH AND SLEEP!!
Finally I got the time to update my blog.
Been busy for the past two days,
including today three day to be exact.
Internship isn't fun at all for goodness sake,
and it super urber stressful.
I don't mean all internship, but for my case,
I am in the media, or I should say, video production line.
I start work exactly on the same day I interviewed for it.
That's becuase they are running out of people.
This inhouse film production I am in,
is currently filming for an on-coming teens drama,
that's is why everyone is busy,
I am busy with hell god know tons of paperworks to settle,
yt is busy outdoor as she is helping out in the filming,
she need to wake up early, and always goes home late.
hx is always inside the office with me, as she is busy editing the footage.
But some times I will also be needed outside to help find props, and stuffs.
This is what happen when there a shortage of manpower.
Oh yah, did I mention, I have got no off days?
What a great company isn't it? *faint*
Yes, I need to tahan for 6weeks, and my internship will be clear.
I have already tahan for 3days, so 5weeks 4days to go.
Tomorrow no shooting, but we will be having meeting.
Means more things to do, more calls to make,
everythings need to be confirm asap,
I think we will get some scolding tomorrow as well.
It hasn't been a none scolding day from the day I step in.
I hope no big volcano eruption tomorrow.
I think I shall stop here for now.
So far I think I still can tahan, but for how long, I not sure.
All I know, I want to faster clear my internship as I want to go oversea end of year.
Pradon me if I type kind of proper english, that's because I have to email a lot of people,
and I can't type singlish to people, am I right?
I need a rest. Time to bath and goes to bed. NIGHTs
我想大聲說"我想你"
missing...
Bad morning to start with..
Bad sore throat and headache the moment I woke up.
And now slight fever.. What a good morning (x.x)
Can't believe I fall sick...
I think SOMEONE pass virus to me~
LOL that someone is currently sick also XP
Shall roll to my bed and sleep.
Hope the sickness will be gone when I wake up.
I don't want to go see doctor.
Sleep~
Been listening to random nice song on radio these few days.
Yes, I am back to radio since my songs in the playlists have yet been update.
Last night was mutong on air, and those songs he choose was great.
This remind me of not seeing him for long at studio since I mia from there =X
Been emo-ing at home since boss doesn't want me to work many days.
Maybe is time for me to change a new job? I don't know...
But as long as he don't tell me to go tampinese, I am happy already.
Writing one song on hand right now,
halfway done, not sure if I am able to finish this.
I guess that's how I pass my day at home.
Reading some books as well. Yes, I do read books for goodness sake!
I need to get more books soon. Anyway, I only read chinese books, no english.
That's the reason why my chinese is way much better than english (^^)
Been reading some random fanfic these few days..
Been long since I last read them last year? or even longer..
since I am not idol-crazy fans anymore.
Just moral support shall do for some eyecandy =X
Some times I just think, are those fans art/design idiot?
I am not saying all, just saying a small group only...
As in the font color, bg color, just simply don't match,
especially those who design the bg and put it up.
the bg are nice, but for goodness sake, whatever color font you put,
it still can't be seen, and people need to hightlight them,
just to see what the hell your story is inroder to read.
If not the bg is white and they simply use bright color,
which simply strained people's eyesight.
Maybe is becasue I studied design, I normally have a standard in all these.
I know that what they like, and I have no rights to say them,
but well, I seriously still can't stand it!!
Anyway, this is MY BLOG, I can say what I want and what I like.
Don't like it, then just close the page and leave.
Okay, I am not in a good mood I guess...
Anyway, I wants to go oversea!! But money is one big problem..
Why are friends around me keep going oversea?
Some went Japan, Korea, Taiwan, Thailand and so on...
hais life is saddening for me...
I wish to change
I want to change
I need to change
but change to what? changes in where?
I got no idea... My mind just can't think...
Stop here, and nights (^^)
Special post today (",)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 生日快樂!!!
TO
YUNNING & AWI!!!
I don't understand why... seriously..
why am I still stress up even after assessment is over?
why am I still facing all these 有的沒的...
I know, everyone is tired... So am I..
I am a human being with feeling and emotion..
I do have my temper as well... ...
But I just keep quiet and not say anything,
trying not to make things go bad to worst.
I don't like seeing things turn ugly just like this.
Holiday is here, and I really need my rest.
I don't show it on my face,
doesn't mean I don't care,
there's limit to my endurance,
just don't make me burst out.
I don't like it.
I shall just shut up and go to bed now.
Shall think of nothing but sleep.
Nights...
Finally everything ended today.
End of year two life,
and I shall enjoy my two month worth of holidays.
Guess, I shall do my internship end of the year,
since I can't get any this holiday..
And this also means, I might not be able to go taiwan this year :(
Unless, I found a internship job there willing to accept me,
and school allows oversea internship as well.
I shall try my luck then (",)
I simply can't imagine year two just pass away like this..
One more year, and I will graduate from school.
More challanges I will be facing in the working world,
and I am still not sure if I am able to get a job related to my dip.
I was thinking of going "the-next-door-artschool"
to take up a course which I am interested in.
But money is gonna be another case,
since the school fee there isn't cheap afterall.
I am kinda at a lost thinking about all this.
Video Production is still a small yet growing industry in singapore,
but the number of people who are able to get a job in there are limited.
I got a feeling after I graduate,
I might be working some other job out there,
and is not related to what I have learned.
Unless seriously, I go oversea.
Well, I am just tired.
I shall starts working for my allowance from tomorrrow.
Yes, I am going back to chiong my part-time job now.
But but but but...
I am so not going to Tampines, for goodness sake.
Anyone got part-time lobang to intro?
Looking for new job now~
Getting tired from that job seriously,
when the boss just don't understand.
Morning shift tomorrow. Nights people (",)
Not in a mood right now..
Just random update.
Bye.
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click the title and take a look inside.
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Another Special Post~
click in to see (^^)
After sleeping for more than 9hrs, I feel so good...
But I think I tonight don't need sleep already (,,)
Came straight home after doing sound edit in school,
and slept until around 10pm when my mum called...
somemore the weather is like freaking nice to sleep (^^)
No school tomorrow but working morning shift.
So I am going to force myself to sleep later,
if not I won't be able to wake up on time tomorrow..
Sending videos at this moment,
if not I will be killed for not sending..
editing the sorry video as the file is too freaking big.
If you guys want to original video,
please bring tumbdrive,harddisc, or whatever device,
for me to transfer it in as the video is unable to send it thru email.
photos I am still editing it, as some of the photos,
the brightness is overexpose for goodness sake,
all I can say is my camera flash too powerful (- -)
Alot of work undone and is pilling high up,
clearing it this weekend, if I not I will be dead for sure..
this term is coming to an end, isp is drawing nearer,
everyone is going to be busy like mad once again,
and we have more paperwork to settle once again.
filming is going to hectic and crazy again.
just hopes everything went smooth and nothing cropped up.
stop here for today.. nights (^^)
missing you...
Finally is over!~ Woohoo!! Great Job everyone!!
Seriously thanks taki for giving us a chance to perform on stage with him,
especially for his this mini concert at dfly.
Been quite long since we last perform on stage.
It feel so good to be up on stage once again (:
thanks taki for the gifts (I got the purple color ^^)
Althought we didn't have much rehearsal,
but we did do our best for this performance...
forget about all the mistakes we did,
just remember the time we have fun,
and enjoy the time on stage.
Great job to the popping team-
michael,marcus,rachel and yizheng,
for the great popping item.
Great job to maybelle and adrain for the jazz segment,
together with the singer, carmen.
Lastly, super great job to YUTAKI! aka the tea prince!
Your concert just rocks!!! ^^
anyway, hope he like the sunflower and mickey pillow we gave ^^
I am freaking tired now,
and I have morning class tomorrow :(
Just hope I could wake up and go school.
If not I will be seriously dead meat,
as I can't skip anymore thursday class...
my attendance is already going to cannot make it =X
I am very tired, but blowing my hair to dry before I can sleep
spray too much hair spray already =X
And I found out we didn't took any group photos.
I didn't really take any photos also.
Didn't remember what I was doing that time ><
stoning most of the time I guess =S
thanks ivy for helping to take videos,
end up she didn't eat her subway. paiseh ><!!!
thanks meris and vignette for coming down.
super sorry that our segments are at the back,
so you guys have to go off first before you watch our performance.
Super sorry to let you two make a waste trip down.
thanks the makeup artist, he help me with my eyes!
thanks taiyi with the fake eyelashes, do take care of yourself~
thanks many many many... LOL
photos and video will be uploaded soon when I have the time.
maybe tomorrow in class or after class when I come home..
sleepy.. time to sleep~ nights people (:
In class now feel like sleeping =X
lecturer going thru some of our video edits..
but most of us are fb-ing LOL
my shoulder is stiff and aching thanks to yesterday taki's calss..
this means it's a bad thing for not going dance for so long ><
tonight just hopes everything will goes well..
been quite long since the last performance..
but this time is for taki's concert. more stress =X
i forget what i want to blog.......
feel like sleeping.. not enough sleep...
later I am going to sleep at dfly after the full run XD
stop here for now..
lecturer walking around ><!!
SPECIAL POST!!!
Today is yet another good weather to sleep in again.
It rained today, and is damn shiok~ LOL
And YES! I watched Nodame Canteblie the Movie I!!!
sleepy sleepy..
I am going to sleep after I am done with blogging
Been super lazy to blog plus no time also,
so this place is filled with dust and spiderweb =X
anyway, my main point of blogging is because of something..
SIMPLY HATE IT WHEN THINGS JUST DOESN'T GO THE RIGHT WAT I WANT IT TO BE!!~
SCREWED EVERYTHING, SCREWED ME!! I AM JUST FREAKING FLED UP NOW!
DON'T TALK TO ME IF YOU DON'T WANT TO DIE SO EARLY!!~
back updating blog today.
didn't have the time to update as often anymore,
busy with school works and everything is stacking up...
didn't even have a nice break yet... hais~
I'm back with updates,
but don't really have the mood to update any things now... ....
so I shall just random update some stuffs... ...
I am freaking tired from lack of sleep.
And I seriously fall asleep during the morning class,
cms room is freaking cold,
and the lighting was dim due to the pp slides,
comfortable seats as well,
such a suitable environment to fall asleep at~
I was surprisingly awake when I heard it's time for break =X
went down to get some finger food and a can of red bull..
seem that I need a can of red bull for mon and thurs 9am class,
if not I won't be able to keep my awake during class~
I am freaking pissed off now because my lappy screen just died on me!!
I thought it is like turning better as it doesn't flicker anymore,
but sadly I was wrong... it just died on me~
working full shift and I am still awake! that's power right?!
chack that old boy boy stuff is done.. now only left with that dragon one..
his stuffs are all freaking difficult to find lahs... headache headache...
all the stuffs can't be bought from spore... if not is freaking ex.!~
can't wait to see that old boy boy come spore and dance 'sorry sorry'
and yes, i am going to video it down!~ LOL
can't wait for them to come spore for rfjam...
i want to see all area crew as well, if they are joining XP
I am freaking bored at work now~
guess is monday blues for everyone.. not much people came shopping...
but today got 3people came for interview and filled up job application form..
hope my 'dear' boss will hired them for godness sake...
oh holy great! I have got no school tomorrow!
I am flying to the air! LOL~
Guess what, I just received sms from my lecturer that he will be mc,
so we don't have to go school tomorrow! Isn't that great?!
Didn't have to wake up freaking early for the start of sem2 (9am lesson on monday!!!),
but I still miss going to school to see my classmates...
But anyway, to my dear lecturer who is sicked, take good care!~
Though there isn't any class tomorrow, but I still have work.
Hope everything will turn out well.. I am tired...
Same old problems once again,
and it never seem to change for the better..
It's not that I don't want to quit this job,
but where on earth am I going to find a job with flexible timing,
where I can set my own schedule on when I want to work,
so I can have the time to go for dance...
and afterall, the pay was good, not too bad also...
just that the way they settle things is just bad...
forget about it...
talk about work, my mood turn bad...
off to sleep.. bye..
Welcome to the brand new year of 2010!
New entry of the year! A brand new year, a brand new start. I hope everything turn well this year.
KL trip (haven't finish typing..)Everything changed, not the same as before...
speechless.... nothing else to say....
time fly, now is the month of november...
today is 2nd of nov...
18 more days....
one of the dates I will never forget...
bye....
WOOHOO! XSQUAD is opening this saturday@The Cathay!
I am looking forward to more Walux and destroyland stuffs!
And yes of course, I saw this Walux shoes on the website, and I am so tempted to buy!
But my pay last month wasn't that good as I work very fews days only.
I am aiming to get this pair of shoes when I get my this month pay!
Either the red or the blue one! Dame freaking nice right?
Walux X Dada
Everytime, I am looking through Destroyland stuffs..
I will notice how cute wzq is instead of focusing on the stuffs =X
But sad, no more mfbbt, hence, can't see him on tv anymore...
But... lucky there is one thing call fb. LOL.
Talk no more. Off I go to studio now.
mtv class first then rehearsal...
my script haven't finish!! sians~
update is a need I guess, if not I will get complain from someone.
anyway, want to thanks all who wished me last friday once again ^^
had a surprise from joanna, christine, stella and taki at dfly that very night.
they planned with taki last minutes, and I am too tired to even notice it.
Yes, I actually slept less than 1hours on my birthday. nice one.
still a BIG THANKS to everyone ^^
Been updating blog for a few days, but as soon as I start getting lazy, I will only blog once in a long while. I haven't touch on my illustration assignment yet, and I am super lazy to do it. I have the ideas and something in mind, and I have to do now is to start work that's all... Oh well, I am lazy and tired.
Went down to work asap after sas music,
Just let me complain!!....
I am sick and tired of everything now, especially when it come to work.
hmmm. decided to blog abit before I went off for work.
watch 終極三國EP25, and ahgong is out! He's so funny with the pizza again. xiu thought ahgong is dongzuo. LOL can't wait for the eposide to be out. Need to wait until next week.... How I wished I am in taiwan, so I could go down and see their filming, won't it be good? And can even see their ng parts.hais. think too much....
Anyway, the person that I miss which I wrote in my fb statue is uncleishi. sunddenly just thought of him... how I wish I could turn back time, but it's impossible, so I need to move on. I need to constant remind myself to move on, if not I will be struck there and not moving at all.
stop here for now. going to prepare and go for work... bye~
hmmmm.... what should I update today? I totally have no ideas what I should update.
School as usual in the morning at 9am and only half the class appeared while the rest came just for the second class which start 1pm.I guess our class seriously can't wake up in time just for matthewfoo morning class LOL. I was almost late for school today, and took a cab down, and the cab fare is damn freaking expensive, no more taking cab in the morning ever again or else I will be broke before I get my next pay.Final cut pro lesson recap and learn some new technique, but is still boring to me since I know roughly how to actually edit a video.But as lecturer was going through, I could see almost everyone in the class were on facebook. And I was chatting with joyy on fb as well, a long chatlog in fb when we can actually msn chat LOL XP
