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Back from dance, and yutaki continue the choreography from last week. Nice Nice, and he might continue next week. Today's class was surprising full, causing us not having enough space and I think the studio air-con is spoil once again as it was really warm inside. Yesterday was also very warm, but it's even warm if you go for HOUSE. Both my shoulder are aching since yesterday after doing the arch two time in a row during HOUSE warm-ups. I think I am not still not use in doing arch two time in a row, must practice more at home and get use to it. Shoulder, back, neck and right wrist that part kena injuries. Sad Sad for me! I must quickly recovered, as who like to injury themselves and being force to stop doing stuffs that they want to do just because of the injuries!
Marcus came for vpop today as well as Ivan. LOL. We kept like asking Ivan to come and join us, at least come to accompany Marcus, since Marcus will be the only guy inside the class other than Yutaki. And I was being lame for today once I reached studio, causing many not able to stand my lame-ness. LOL. I was thinking when will Ivan finished with the folding of the tortoise/turtle? It seemed like never ending. Hope when he finished and gave it to that whoever, she will be touch by him! Because he seriously make used of every free time he have to fold it, and he even plan how he is going to present and gave it to her. So sweet right?! Hope he will be able to finish it soon! LOL. Actually wanted to go for freestyle with Joanne, but my shoulder are seriously aching like mad, so I decided not to go. Say I am weak or whatever, I don't give a damn about it. I admit I am weak and everyone have their own weakness no matter how strong you can be. It's depend on ones' thinking if he want to give up or continuing striving on.

Never mind, I don't even know what I am talking about. Guess I am tired after being in hospital since morning until about afternoon as my grandpa is having operation today. He fractured his right leg and need a operation to heal it. And I think he is allergic to some medication during the operation as after the operation he suffered from some side-effect and some part of his body is swollen. sad sad. Hope he will recover soon! And this is one of the reason why I didn't go for POA remedial today, as I will be super late even if I rushed down to school. I really want to go, but I don't think I will be concentrated fully if I just went off without waiting for my grandpa to come out from the operation room. I must at least see him out and heard what the doctor have to say. Praying hard he will be alright by tomorrow! (:

I was chatting with Joanne on msn now, and she asked me what part of dance do I think she need to focus on the most to improve. Actually to me, every things is important and need to improve & practice everyday. Be it the basic technique, groove or even dancing to your own style. Every things can be perfect only if you practice hard. These whole things reminded me of something which i read from Caleb's multiply blog entry.

I was just being cold by celia after she sent me a lame email, and she said that's was meant to entertain me as I was boring. ==''' I am going to be crazy if she is going to send me another of this type of mail.
Anyway, went dance today. Actually I didn't want to go for HOUSE as my back was aching, but I still want to attend as the last time I attended HOUSE was 1month ago, and just recently last week I went back to HOUSE. It was like it had been long since i touch HOUSE, i lost totally lost the feel in HOUSE and I think it's time for me to get back to HOUSE and practice more, but I think it should be after my 'O' Level Examination. HOUSE wasn't really good today, as i can't get hold of the steps and the feel of it which make me feel lost! I don't like that feeling!! I seriously need practice to improve!! Last part of the choreography have this lofting steps, and I immediately lay flat down on the floor after that, guess I was too tired after those jumpy warm-ups. LOL.
Went andy's hiphop after michael's HOUSE, and I was really quite dead after HOUSE, I shouldn't have gone for HOUSE as my back is now aching even more. Me and small Joanna was tired and sweating like mad, but I think the person sweating even worst should be Ivan. LOL. His whole shirt is simply wet like he had just been under the rain, he still can joked back saying that keckseng was raining heavily outside now, that's why he was wet as he was under the rain just now. I was like, he win liao lorx. I totally got nothing to say. LOL. This week choreography, I totally got nothing to say, because, almost the whole class who attended from the start, didn't remember last week steps, I was included as well. But slowly, i remember everything and small Joanna actually remember the whole choreography. woohoo! She rocks can! LOL. She actually thought Andy would not be continuing, but sadly, he continued. I was thinking when will he finished the whole choreography. I might not be going for his lesson next week if I go for Michael's HOUSE. Still thinking which should I go, or should I just don't go anywhere and stay at home to study for 'O' Level.

Oh ya, knew what's song he will be singing in the final, but he said he still not confirm but it will be a fast song. Hope he will stick to that song which I knew. Even if I go Genting, I think I will going to support my friend instead of him since he got a large group of fans going down to support him. I think my friend will rocks more than him. LOL. craps with him and Jeanette at the counter for awhile before crapping with small Joanna and Michael. LOL. And next me and small Joanna went off, on the way to mrt station, she suddenly felt like eating sushi, so we went to the OUB center there to buy some sushi. And trained home after that. I was tempted by small Joanna, that I went to NTUC to bought some sushi as dinner and a cup of bubble tea as well. What a unhealthy dinner I have. LOL


Study Leave finally begin! Was like finally lah. Waiting for this day to arrived until we want to go crazy! But tomorrow, i should be going back for POA remedial as I seriously need to buck up on my POA. For all my subjects, I seriously need to pass them all! I don't want to let anyone down, and I have promised to work hard/study hard, and I shall play/DANCE hard after examination is over! I think I have to stop here for now. I am quite tired, I think i need to have an early sleep! Going for Yutaki's vpop and Carol's freestyle hiphop tomorrow. So Good Luck to me and Joanne tomorrow!

Today's dance was good! And i enjoyed it very much and learn new thing again from Bryan's JK POP! Am tired now from his lesson, and was sweating like mad when i came out from the studio after lesson. I was still okay, as Ivan was more wet than me, he seem to be just under the rain on the way to studio, super damn wet. LOL.
Went my dear grand-daughter's house to study and slack before going for dance. Still got a few chapter more before completing my chemistry tys, and next I will proceed on to physic and math tys! chiong studies now! Study Hard now & DANCE hard later after O level! And I will be going yutaki's fusion hiphop(adv beg) instead of andy's hiphop every saturday!! I think I will be able to learn more stuffs from yutaki then andy, I guess. But no matter what is depend on the people whether they want to learn or not, we can't totally blame on the instructor actually. hais hais hais...
got to stop here for now. A short post today.
It's sleeping time!
NIGHT (:

我好久沒回到無名小站po了。 這幾個月發生的事也不少﹐我還是很懷念我最親愛的ISHI叔叔。
真的還是很不習慣沒有他在studio的存在﹐沒有聽到他常常在studio調皮玩鬧的聲音﹑笑聲與rap"舉起來"那首歌﹐沒有看到他常常在我們面前扮鬼臉德樣子。
我真的好想他﹐我猜雲寧(我們SSG成員﹐年紀最小的也和ISHI叔叔最親近)也和我一樣超想念他的。
不講這些不愉快的事好了。

我終於肯上Bryan的J/K POP 了﹗好高興噢﹗要恭喜我哦﹗他的好好玩哦﹐也從那裡學了不少﹐真的好好哦﹗

School seriously crazy, make us do mock examinations since morning but we cannot go back home straight after papers end. Say what, must stay back in school for "FeedBack Session" aka "Self-Marking/Going Through Papers Session"! What a "NICE" school I am in right now, simply stupid idiot school who don't even care about the students' feeling! Tomorrow still have mock examination for Maths(P1) and Geography Papers, and stay back school for Feedback Session once again! How i wish i failed my N level examination last year, and i will be in either NAFA or LASELLE staying Design or Arts now!
Blog a bit for now, afterwhich will be going off for LOCKING! I LOVE LOCKING! as well POPPING, HOUSE, HIPHOP, NEW SCHOOL HIPHOP, J/K POP, VIDEO GROOVE! (The last 4 dance style i like best, especially when Uncle Ishi is still around! I miss his warmups, his dance choreography, his formation for video groove, his voice, the songs/music he use for dance and more!) Tomorrow will be going eastpoint(simei)'s studio for J/K POP by Suman (yutaki got something on, so Suman take over). I am still thinking if i should go for VPOP by Andy?! Nevermind, tomorrow reach studio early then see what song he will be teaching. Nice song, or songs i know/like, maybe i might consider going! HeheXP
Bessy asked me during last saturday, if is it we don't like andy's style of teaching so we never attend his class. Actually is not because of that, for me, is because I still cannot get used to other instructors's style of teaching. I am still into Ishi's style of teacing! His ways of teaching and dance choreography is unique and totally different from the rest of the instructors in the studio! I think no other people have the same style as him ever again, other than ourselves, as we are going to used his style of teaching and many other stuffs when we graduate to become a dance instructors! We will always remember the things that he taught us in every of his lesson that we go! I seriously miss him lots! Studio is seriously different,quiet and empty without him around! The only time we get crazy during lesson is only during Micheal's Popping,Locking and House & no more other lesson! sad sad!
Hope i can get over this soon!

I must be stronge of my beloved dance instructor & uncle, ISHI LAU!

My favourite dance instructor, Ishi Lau Gek How, have left us. He have gone to a far away land, a place we will go years down the road. But he have gone there far ahead of us. It definally too shock and sudden for us to accept the fact that he is gone, forever and ever. My Uncle Ishi, why are so foolish? Without you, I am lost. I wanted to stop dance when i heard about you have left us. I can't imagine me dancing without you by my side, guilding me all along. No more having jokes with you, No more fighting with you, No more calling you uncle face to face, No more helping you take videos, No more complaining about your sweat flying to my face, No more saying your music too loud, No more saying that's our favourite song, No more many many things. Why must the world be so unfair? Why must such a cheerful and talent guy just left the world just like this without saying even a goodbye?! Many things that Ishi have promise, but he never have the chance to fulfil the promise he make!
Sleepless nights for the past few days, thinking lots of 'whys' in my mind. I still seriously still don't get it! Although, infront of others i might seem strong, but deep inside me, my heart is crying, crying non-stop like the tap that is spolit. Whenever i visit Ishi, I am crying inside for him, althought I keep telling others not to cry and stuffs, but deep inside, I can't control my emotion! I am still lost, I am the weakest among all! Whenever I started stoning or just stare in space, images of you will flow in my mind. The time you joke with me during dance, the time i give you chocolate to eat, the time you love acting cute with your favourite PEACE sign, the time we comment at the user who put up your videos on youtube to remove, and more... Ishi, you are just a stupid boy who do that. Does you know how many hearts have you break, how many have sleepless night we have, how much we have cry for you? The last time I see you was at the lift area in the studio, and I stil say to you, "Hey, see you tomorrow for video groove!Bye and take care!" I can't imagine that you actually left us on that very day!
But after thinking for the past few days, i tell myself that i cannot give up on dance! I must dance even better than last time, at least for him!
A PROMISE ALWAYS A PROMISE! (:I HEART YOU & I MISS YOU ALWAYS, UNCLE ISHI!!

it have been a long time since i last blog as i am a jdrama freak now, either downloading jdrama from a centain website or watching it at youtube or crunchyroll. anyway i am watching those jdrama which have members of ka-tun or news inside, but most of the jdrama i watched for now have yamapi inside. hehe (: Yamapi is 可愛い! opps =X
went back to school for that rubbish elearning/IT workshop for less then 40mins. waste our time just to attend that stupid workshop where our class actually know how to use the student portal thingy. can't that teacher see that there's a "5hope discussion board forum" at the side, which means that we know how to use the student portal thingy. ばか! he really thought we are a ばか! then we also did a stupid survey. sians sians. waste our time.

today is the second day of 2007. so decided to come here blog.
lazy is the word that can describle me now. been lazy to update my blog.
tomorrow, school will be reopen, gotta start the year fresh once again and prepare to start mugging for sec5.
need to re-schedule my time again, if not i will be rushing here and there after school. i'm not going to give up dancing even though school reopen. i'm going to continue with my dancing even with busy schedule. only dancing can help me relax from everything, and help me forget all my worry and trouble for that hours,minutes or second.
i am now so into dancing that, if i didn't dance for one day or so, i will feel strange and uncomfortable with it. and this is actually what i want.
at least i know what i actually want in life, at least i have a goal in life and where i want to go.

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haix. lazy to update. no mood. plus now sick due to yesterday running and walking in the rain. having flu now.
waaa. i hate to get sick and injuries as i won't be able to do things that i want. haix.
now counting down,12 more days to the release of N level result, as well as the day we get our pay. after that, in the evening, i still have locking. nevermind, locking is fun. love locking. now thinking if i should learn popping as well. it seem fun. haha. opps =X abit too crazy le.
i saw justis and andy yesterday at orchard underpass. wow!haha. so shuai. justis should really eat more. hehe. as well as andy. seem so skinny. waaa. me and justis reaction was the same when we saw each other. first shock, next wave "HI" to each other and smile. so funny. hehe.
opps =X getting colder and colder liao.
when saw justis and andy, i still kena bully by my cousins lorx. i was like what the, as they know i support justis. waaa. so paiseh lorx. scream infront of them. somemore is in public places lehx.

我回來噢﹗ 剛跳完舞回到家的我﹐現在感覺好累﹐好想睡覺喔﹗根本連上線都不想的﹐但還是來無名這寫一寫吧﹗
上舞蹈課時﹐我有點無法集中精神﹐感覺好累﹐有點暈似的。看來我今天真的開始生病了﹗
啊啊~~ 我最討厭生病了﹗一旦生病﹐有很多我想做的東西﹐都會無法完成﹗嗐﹗
我的命好苦噢﹗
我現在很想睡覺﹐所以﹐如果你覺得以上的全是廢話﹐以下的就不必繼續讀了﹗
因為現在的我﹐也不清楚我自己在寫什麼鬼東西﹐腦袋是一片空白的狀態﹗

sian. am very sleepy now.
okay. didn't slept well last night, every 2hours i would wake up once.
for i also don't know what reason, so in the end i only slept for 4hours.
what the. now so sleepy. i want to sleep but just can't get to sleep.
if you don't understand what i typing is okay, cuz i also kinda don't understand what the hell i am typing about.
too tired.

just started a new blog over here at wretch.
i do have another blog over at blogspot, but incase, over at blogspot got any problem.
i still can come over here and blog.
hehe.
now still trying to figure out how to use wretch, so many things are still undone.
so please wait patiently!